The Start To Success...

Hey again! I haven't been on here in quite a while. Life has a way of taking all your time. Whether it is by living your dreams or just sitting, dreaming about what life you should be living.
Now there is a riddle for you.
I have been doing a little bit of both, the living and the dreaming part.

To be honest this blog is actually going to be me fishing for peoples honest opinions on my Life,Love, Actions, and Mistakes. No holds barred. I am really good, or used to be really good at giving other people advice on Life, Love, and War but not so much myself. I seem to like running into brick walls.

You see,I never seem to stick to what I start. Its a curse really, but hopefully one that will eventually be cured. A year ago I received my GED, finally.
I have always loved school as a child. I was The Honor student at a private school and then eventually went on to home school. Nevertheless I was set to graduate high school at 14 but decided I had better things to do.

Why not give up school, I had no hopes of advancing to college. That wasn't how I was brought up. I was going to get married, have kids,lots of kids. Raise a family,be a stay at home mom.
Well my plans changed quickly at 18 years old.

I had to do a complete mind transformation from Housewife to Career Woman unexpectedly. From there I felt I could accomplish or become anything I wanted, the only thing I was missing was the desire to do so.
All I wanted was to take care of my girls Now, right Now in the present. I thought nothing of the future, the present was suffocating enough. That was Phase One.

So anyways, I completed the GED program within a month or so. That was me doing it in between jobs and no sleep, but because I liked school so much I wanted to give myself the cap and gown graduating experience.
Yes, I have had College dreams. I decided I wanted to be a surgeon. The catch with that was it would take at least 10 years of school. I wasn't sure if i could wait that long to achieve my dreams. Now financially, Oh boy, it will be a struggle.
 
My advice to anyone else would be to follow those dreams, make them real. Who can stop you? People that became great only did so by living their dreams.
So the point of this section is, People, start somewhere.
Finish what you start ,and start something to finish.
 I need something to make me happy again, that "I have a purpose" type happy.
Life is only worth living when you have a purpose.

In closing I will say what a manager of mine says at the end of every meeting: "People, Let's make History!"